Oh I feel so much better!

I remember as a teenager the only thing I did continously the most was programming. As I started programming my inner voice would go silence, I didn't worry about the future anymore; that's why I'm really good at it 😐

But for anything else (it includes studying, eating, sleeping, ...), while I doing it, someone or something always would song these on my ears:

• what would you do tomorrow?
• maybe a bad thing will happen?
• what about university?
• do you want to marry?
• what if you don't get good grade in the next exam?
• what if ...

And this shit goes on ..., it goes on as it paralyzes me. I remember a lot of my life situations this voice in my head.

But today I made a difference, I was studying for a exam in next 5 months and I said this for every page I would turn. [In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful]. I said it in Arabic, which is بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِیمِ and after couple of minutes, I've noticed that I don't hear the shitty noise in my head as mentioned above, Wow!

Immediately thought of this:

And these Ayat Ayat is plural of Ayah or آیه in Arabic, means "sign" from Quran:

1. Say, "I seek refuge in the Lord of humankind,
2. the Master of humankind,
3. the God of humankind,
4. from the evil of the lurking whisperer—
5. who whispers into the hearts of humankind—
6. from among jinn some kind of creatures and humankind."

Surah An-nas